Assalamualaikum,
It's been a while since I wrote on my blog. Today is my 3rd born 4th birthday. Will be celebrating at his school later in the afternoon. And I will be going out later in the evening to watch Burn the stage movie by BTS with mum Niece nephew and one of my mum's friend.
I've been going for Islamic talk with one of lil sissy and after one of the talk I manage to ask and talk to Ustaz Mizi regarding the issues that I have at home. He told me to be patience and continue to doa n pray for the best.
Well after the talk, I know now what am I supposed to do. I have to change myself to be a better muslimah and a better person first in order to change someone else's behaviour. Be more patience, calm and understanding in dealing my daily life. N just pray for the best.
Allah knows best. He knows what is good for me. N maybe the things I want is not good for me but the things I don't want is what best for me. So I will just pray and hoping that my husband and my children will change while I myself learn to be a better person and muslimah while loving myself n stay true to myself.
Finally, I got myself a job. Data entry assistant. Its far and the pay is not really that high but I'm grateful. I can start paying off my debts, saving up for my bucket list and upgrade myself. Be more independant.
So that's all for now. Have a good night/ good morning people.
Love myself love Yourself.
Ps.. Mum help me book bts concert that will held on 19 Jan 2019. Will be going with my mum n Niece.
Ya Allah, syukur Alhamdulillah for everything you have given me. Give the strength, patience, endurance, love and understanding for me to overcome the obstacle given by you. Guide me and my family to the right path. Change us to be a better Muslim and muslimah and a better person. Aamiin.
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