Thursday, 27 September 2018

Friday 28 September 2018 12.24pm

Wake up today feeling blessed. N realisation hits me. No more drowning myself in self pity n self blaming. Thanks to bts in keep telling to love myself. I decide to love myself and start doing what is best for me n what makes me happy.
Hi, my name is Marliana but u can call me Lyea. I'm 35 and a mother of 3 children, 3 cats and 6 fishes. Divorce once n remarried for the 2nd time. Tot it will be a happy marriage but after the 3rd child (biological his.. The other 2 older ones were from my 1st marriage) was born he change. Insecurities and thinking he is always right gets the best of him.
Use to give in and sacrifices a lot by staying at home look after the house n the kids until I lose my independancy.
But no more of that. Enough is enough.
I will do what is best for me n my kids and what makes us happy. I won't allow any mentally and emotional abused any longer. Will stand up for myself and my babies.
Thank you BTS and army's all over the world for encouraging people in this world to start loving themselves first and speak up.
So this is my story what's is yours
#lovemyself #loveyourself #speakup #bts

Monday, 24 September 2018

Tuesday 25 September 2018 9.19am

I wanna rant out whatever has been bottling inside me but I'm kinda feel to lazy to use my handphone to type out. So I will just shares these pictures at the moment. Will update once I'm free.