Assalamualaikum,
These feelings has been there for a long time and its time for me to type it out and let out how i feel..
I know i shouldn't feel this way. But the hatred towards you slowly little by little it grew. As time passed, you didnt change to be a better person but u becoming worst. I know we should talk but knowing you, you wont accept it.
The mistreated of my children till they have depression and anger in them hurts me to the point that whatever feelings i had for u disappeared. I tried looking pass ur flaws and try to see goodness in you but everytime in ur own way u make the hatred grew more.
I no longer have feelings for you. Day by day is a problem to me when i look at you. I already made my decision and theres no turning back. I will just wait for the right time before i and my kids disappear from ur sight.
Its better this way.
